me: *stands up*
me: *gets head rush*
me: *vision goes blurry and white*
me: *hears ringing noise and stumbles*
me: I am literally the healthiest person alive. Stay hydrated.
Female. 22. Vegan🌱Art and KPop lover. relapsed. SW: 210 / CW: 185 / GW1: 180 / GW2: 160 / GW3: 150 / UGW1: 130 / UGW2: 115
No body checks until my 2nd goal weight.
me: *stands up*
me: *gets head rush*
me: *vision goes blurry and white*
me: *hears ringing noise and stumbles*
me: I am literally the healthiest person alive. Stay hydrated.
I just need someone to hug me and tell me I’m not as worthless as I think I am
Struggles
Everyone is trying to “help”. But I don’t want to stop, all I want help for is losing weight. I don’t understand why they’re concerned. I’m fat, you can be concerned when I’m skinny and still doing this. When they say they want to help me, they DON’T. Why are they pretending to care? Just let me get skinny. I know what I’m doing to myself, leave me be.
Me: I want to recover and never count calories again!
Also me: I want to starve until I look dead!
Also me: I want to eat everything i am capable of shoving down my throat!
being crazy is hard
me: i wanna die.
friend: what’s wrong?
me: nothing thats just my default setting
me: *begs for attention and people to notice my weightloss*
person: wow you’ve lost weight how did you do it?
me: Ha WhAt *panics*
Liquid fasting for as long as possible. Haven’t eaten since 3 pm wish me luck ✨🙏
Took laxatives tonight to be all clean and washed out for this weeks restriction! Wish me luck lovelies ❤️
When I lose the weight he will come back to me.
